Sometimes life is crazy and it's a fight to believe the words He's spoken over you all your life and you know them to be true yet there seems to be a veil that tries to hide them from your eyes and you pray, "Lord, open my eyes."
and yet the emotions that flood over your despairing soul threaten to take you down and all the while you hear His voice, however small it may sound, and He says, "Keep walking with Me."
You say okay because who else will you go to? You know He, the Great I Am, is the only One who has the Word of Life. HE IS THE WORD OF LIFE.
So you pray for faith over doubt and belief over unbelief.
He knows you. He knows you. He knows you.
"There isn’t any temptation that you have experienced which is unusual for humans. God, who faithfully keeps his promises, will not allow you to be tempted beyond your power to resist. But when you are tempted, he will also give you the ability to endure the temptation as your way of escape." - 1 Corinthians 10:13
He knows we're just humans and we fight to understand His ways which we will never fully understand and we cry when He seems so far away from us. Still He says, "Draw near."
It's dark. Near sounds so far away but in faith you say, "Yes, Lord, nearer to You I will draw. Even in the dark. Lord, help me to praise Your name."
Today is another day to rely on Him. Even in the dark. Even when there's pain like you've never felt before. This test will pass. Blessed be Your name, O Lord.